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Póg mo thóin!

So today....

So far today has been a good day. Sure I got bills showing up in the mail, I have people threatening me with collections and all that crap, but at least the doctor is saying that we have my numbers under control for once. In many ways that's a weight off my shoulders. I can face any threat be it man or beast but when your own body decides to turn against you well it can get real heavy real quick. So next on the agenda is getting back into shape and loosing the extra pounds, tough but doable.

More later.

The Answer

I either know too much, or not enough, sometimes I'm not sure which

But with either answer I know for sure, that life's a total bitch

Most people agree with that and say, "and then you die..."

But I want more from life, I want the answers to 'Why?'

Lost Angel

Lost Angel

Angel child stumbling lost and alone in the night

Following your own path through your life

Fiesty, defiant, proudly independent

Living life as you choose, doing as thou wished

Teachings forgotten, and old friends ignored

All as close as a phone call, but still so far away

And Ultimately too far, and far too late

In the end only a lost angel, finally found

Lying broken and bleeding, all alone in the night

I

I

I am light and I am darkness, I am a shadow

I am a angel of night, and a demon of daylight, I am a man.

I walk between the boundaries of what is, and what might be. I am an enigma.

I walk between worlds trying to find balance. Feared by some, loved by others. Yet I am apart.

I surround myself with my work, my skills, talents, and beliefs. Yet I am bored

I gather friends and enemies around me. Yet I am alone.

I ask myself, am I a fiend, or a savior. A Devil or a Saint. I am so unsure.

I am a leader, and a follower, a wise man and an idiot.

I am a poet, and an illiterate, a scientist, and a mage.

I deal in the here and now, and yet live for what can’t be seen. I am a child of Lillith.

I know not where I came from or where I have yet to travel, but here I stand. Waiting, watching, learning.